Let's just all take this time to take a deep, deep, miserable sigh, shall we? 1, 2, 3 breathe in and, take as long as you need, to breathe it all out. Shoot, I am such a drama queen. However, this past week has been a rough one... all this housing stuff and so on and so forth has been seriously damaging my vibe. I wonder why it is so difficult to make a decision, why our choices are polar opposites of each other, why this is causing so much silent havoc in my life. Is there no happy medium? Maybe God is teaching me to be more assertive? More patient? Right now I just want all of this to go away. Enter, another sigh. Because I have never had to go through something like this, I think anxiety and nervousness has been consuming my life. Now, I know that I am not going to be homeless by any means, but the uncertainty is making me antsy. Thank goodness I have Shaina to put me in my place. She's always reminding me to choose happiness and joy, reminding me that we aren't going to be hobos on the street, and reminding me to think twice about my decisions so that I don't regret them in the future. I'm sure I can be annoying at times, and my indecisiveness doesn't help in the least bit, but I also believe that the rewards will be greater and far more lasting than what I feel right now.
On another note, yesterday was The Pitch! An informative meeting for prospective Bible Study leaders lead by Cru with a super cute baseball theme, might I add. I hoarded so many snacks. Heh. Heh. Though there is still an application process, I feel so blessed that God has placed this opportunity into my life, and am so excited to see how it all works out! (: See, I can be optimistic and happy about SOMETHING.
Next week comes midterms, essays, and projects, so all I can say is, bring it on spring quarter, bring it on.
With determination,
-S.Park
I got a guitar, yo. Sorry neighbors and roommates
We made it to the top of Bishops! So blessed by Liv (:
Calvary Easter service. The children's choir was SO ADORABLE!
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